ElectriCITY

strolls in the city night though the city lights.

you look beautiful when the night sky hits you like that.

Clarity

the everyday illuminated

i'm still a child.
it makes me so happy that sometimes i wonder if i had this much fun when i was actually a child.

either way, life's always been beautiful.

Family

left on my desk today love from family that's not always biological.

i am grateful, i am humbled, i am blessed.

Vacation 5/24 - 5/27

when i vacate i dream.

dreams that make me think, make me feel, explore, sleep, cry, laugh, and live such stupidly happy lives that i thought i left behind.

today when i woke up... i woke up... knowing that at one point i have lived such stupidly happy lives.

Work

"Why you so good to me"?

Needed

way to be 25 and mature.

Results

i dropped my faith into the water.

now people are warning me to fish it back out.

The in between

the hills, the heavens, and everything between you and i, A and Z, and how the universe and chemicals can make things work in ways that make us think that things aren't working out at all...

but it is.

yes i feel today and yes i write with realistic goals, realistic fear, realistic hope, and realistic knowledge, because no I'm not oblivious and no I'm not blind... and for this I'm blessed to know that my fear, love, strength, and life is not the only one on this earth that recognizes what matters. He matters, she matters, as a matter of fact i matter if not to anyone else... I finally fucking matter to myself to understand that the pain, abuse, love songs, joy, tears, blood, laughter, silence, and what i thought was jade and fuckery that no one should ever go through is coming together beautifully... and yes everyone will and should go though the fuckery... the in between and see whether they end up in heaven or back on the hill thinking that they're just too jaded to get there then give up and wander...

...then wonder who fucked up harder... you, me, him, her, us, them... just for that pursuit for what we thought was happiness... tits, ass, dick, fuck, booze, wealth, trophies, and all those people in between who promised us these things in their own pursuit... you're not my friend, but i will look you in the eye anyway, extend my hand and say " hi, my name is karm. I love cartoons and i will fucking change your life if you let me show you that the pursuit of happiness is my eyes and yours, this blood, this heart that pumps, this hand that feels, this breath that blows those bubbles into the wind for them to pop... but i will also hurt you... and fucking change your life... mere mortal... selfish human i am, you are, she is, he is, they are, we are... remember? we will... once we've all lost each other in life. once we've lost each others wrinkles and moles and all we remember is that you had eyes, lips, nose, mouth we'll remember how the world changed.

heaven is looking for jaded people... And i may be jaded enough to finally make out the beauty of it all not working out to get out of the in between.

i live and love and hurt each other and so does he and so does she and so do they and so do we.

today, i write to run... and i really needed to run... and i know now that so many run with me... i know not their names or faces, but i can understand what they have to say when they finally speak to me.

so fucking speak to me

World fest

just a bunch of vegan hippies...

spiritual healing...

and 4x NBA champion john salley!!

Such great sights

all hail the black keys and the fucking stone temple pilots!

let tonight dance til it aches!... and it WILL ache.

21

to being young, stupid, and "JUST-turned-21."

Shattered and Scattered

two words driven in the best way possible

things finally feel fun and beautiful again

Tongue tied

Sexy

employees making my day.

Heads up

treasure on these walls.

beautiful treasure.

Future

self portrait...

i'm not ready, but i'm excited.

What it is to burn.

i feel like a woman today... thinking like a woman... hoping like a woman... wanting like a woman

Confetti

these skies rain on Fridays

Day dreaming

head in the clouds.

and it's happy up there.

Wells Fargo

something new to look forward to everyday :)

Concentrate

most days i forget why things are why they are...

today i looked down, remembered, grieved, then celebrated.

i find myself where i am because this is where i should be

Reality

that blink and it's over feeling then it's back to the day by day

so tired

Cinco de mayo

Humbeto vs. Sergio

Rice & beans

run run run

Project

craving delusion

Drops

can i make it better with the lights turned on?

Simple

the streets of LA and I share the same humor and love.

sometimes simple and stupid is all it takes.