99°

we will wade in the tide of the summer.

every summer.

Join me

nearly five months in LA and i finally have my first day in and it feels amazing.

on the agenda:

lie down... for the sake of lying down.
read chapter 5-8.
listen to the pixies, radiohead, the flaming lips (yeah that kind of day).
eat peanut butter with my finger.
write down a plan.

watch the room go from light to dark though the day.

stare at that beautiful fucking ceiling and let it all flow through.

on the mind:
i miss 90's alt. no one does it like that anymore.
i forgot how doing nothing and seeing no one can feel so good.
my imaginary museum installation.
how i can draw/paint clouds.
how old my moms getting.
velouria.
how much i want to be more like my brother and how amazingly philosophical he's getting.
where i could possibly find that Jesus coloring book.
my plan and where India fits... and it fits.
getting lost in Barcelona.
that beautiful fucking ceiling... blank canvas for my thoughts to splatter on.

lying down alone never felt so good.

Summerland

sounds that sympathize.

say a prayer for me.
my skin is bare. my skin is theirs.
lay me now.
8 years after 1995 and everything is finally wonderful now.
go ahead and smile with all those tears in your eyes.

Friday

this thursday feels like a friday.

everyday this week has felt like a friday.

relaxed

PAN

bringing extra pairs of underwear and prankin since 2006.

so notorious we are together.
i love

Besos

besos. regret. and jer.

i know at least 2 people who are laughing but understanding right now...

you two are my best friends because you were there.

to being adventurous, fearless, and finally free!

no regrets.

Lost

or ran away... either way, he may be happier.

don't find me. i'll find me

Sunday Funday

take me.take you.
close your eyes. hold my hand.
i feel butterflies in my stomach.

 

 

... and happy birthday to one I haven't forgotten.

Raspberry beret

baby brother from another mother turning 21!
... so much love for this family.

Ofelia

dr. sato doing feminist plays and makin mama proud!

Lost

we can go home to the same 'ol, same 'ol

or we can get lost and see what we run into.

here's to getting lost and staying lost.

All play Wednesday

Los Angeles vs. Portlandia

... and free baby shirts!

It's been a while

big sounds in small places...

there's something great about seeing that not much has changed since high school

Stumble upon

poetry.

beauty and flow in the middle of all the busy complication.

name your subject.

name your price.

Jealousy

wish i had those 10 extra fathers days like she did and that lee had those 6 extra fathers days that i did.

but we're blessed we've had them...

what a stud.

Lunch

stumbled upon the museum of jurassic technology...

clearly a gem!

:D

Fridays

cartoons and coloring books.

more friday nights should be spent finding the right shade of color.

Rusty

what used to be paint has turned to rust...

i'm thinking that maybe it's time to turn this back into paint

beautiful life paint

i wanna dance

Baby Siddhartha

yup... got a Buddah coloring book... 

like a kid in a candy shop.

still looking for that perfect Jesus coloring book.

Devotion

identify

Women

an exhibit of stories and definitions of
soft
hard
beautiful
devious
evil
caring
selfless
lifeless
life bearing
feminine
masculine
shamed
proud
secretive
delicious
sensitive
creatures.

i don't love because i am a woman.
i love because i am a human.

Men

must resist the urge to motorboat...

happy pride!

Asians

just me, an argentinian and ALL these crAsians!!!

good thing i got my ninja training from a panda fox up in the mountains of fujinakamaya!

Dancing

"we're just high on life so what do we wanna do?!

we wanna dance!!!

we don't give a fuck!!"

Backlots

private backlot tours.

sheer amazement and talks of books, film, travel, what 30 is like...

all while allowing me to drive the golf cart through film stages like a mad man.

Divas

too proud of my baby daddy.

nurse mike's gonna take me on a cruise and finally pay his child support.

Trouble

places where i shouldn't go

curiosity it's deep in me

2014

flying cars over mountain tops.

the wind feels even better blowing through my hair up here.

"you and me were never meant to be part of the future"

Hey dollface

"missing you in my life".

found this and thought dollface never got this... never read it... never knew.

found this and thought dollface got this... read it... threw it.

hope they're ok.

Bad day

best bad day ever.

"i want to make you happy"...
45 minutes later...
"now make someone else happy."