Intermission- ...capades

sex no longer has to be anything more than fuck
... apparently i'm late to this...
... apparently this is how most people feel...
... apparently i was a victim...

sex no longer has be such a big deal
... i'm 25, i can handle this...
... i'm 25, i'm realistic...
... i'm 25, i'm learning this...

sex can just be about pleasure
... i need pleasure...
... you need pleasure...
... i don't love you...

sex used to be something more than fuck
... apparently i was wrong...
... apparently others thought i was stupid...
... apparently i should fuck...

sex used to be a big deal
... i'm 16 and it's my first time...
... i'm 23 and i'm in love...
... i'm 25 and i'm being used...

sex used to be about love
... i need you...
... you want me...
... i want to show you...

things change fast.
i change fast.
it changed me.

...capades.